“THE POINT IS NOT TO GET RID OF THOUGHTS OR FEELINGS, BUT JUST NO TO FEEL LOCATED INSIDE THEM”
[Adyashanti, Emptiness Dancing]
You are not what you repeat yourself when you say: I am This, not that,
or better you are All: this and that, the good and the bad one.
And you are Nothing: you are that void you feel while you are suffering,
you are the annihilation you live when the loved one doesn’t care about you
you are the Loneliness crushing you when your Spirit is not there
but know: really you are making space again for It
you are what is left when you have taken out everything, the bad and also the good.
You are only a magical being that flows and change with the poetry of Creation,
magic, unexpected and mysterious.
You are only a Thanksgiving whispered in the Heart to the Mother and the Spirit.
The securities creak, and collapse without pity
only for whom was convinced to have them.
“When the living learned from whence grief arises”
instead to escape it looking for solace in medicines and gurus
goes quietly upstream to its source asking humbly why
now yes is approaching to Her/HimSelf
to the understanding, the intuition, the knowledge.
To the mind in exchange we offer the pleasure of a long-term planning
sincerely coming out from the heart, unattached to the outcomes, serene
to slip between the meshes of "reality"
eyes well fixed on what is beyond, behind the curtain, in the backstage
the matrix, the akashic field, the 2D page from which the hologram gushes out.
Without angles or convictions, without moral, without doubts or certanties, the I is fading away
and stays only the Joy to be Light in this perfect Infinite Wonder.
THE SHOW MUST NOT GO ON!!!
Francavilla al mare, Italy, 4th of August 2018
Rodolfo de Matteis